The world she is funny, no?

This morning I was trying desperately to get some forward motion going but was mostly just sitting on the edge of my bed scrathcing Jackie's belly. While there in that not quite human/awake state I began to think about my life. No one thing just sort of the last several years in total. Ten years ago I was on the corporate fast track to much power. Very much alone and a bit of a skirt chaser. Nothing serious. Never anything serious. Five years ago I was trying to decide if my business partner's creative accounting was going to land us all in jail. Still alone but I had a few great dating dramas and one ex-fiance. Three years ago I was trying like hell to stay alive. Very alone and terrified. Two years ago I was trying to run a bike shop and trying to stay alive. Today? Well today is a good day. I have a new job coming in august. It is a bit my dream job. (more later) I am at peace with me and my place in the world. I am no longer at death's door. I have Kate. Kate is.... well Kate and that is just fine with me. Today is a good day. There is a big smile on my goofy mug today.



Later,
Sam