Yeah yeah I know it's weird

Or why I don't get the mail.

I hate my mail. No really I HATE my mail. Going to the mailbox fills me with a sense of absolute dread. Don't get me wrong it isn't that I hate the mail or have some phobia about letters. This is strictly about my mail. Now I pay my bills online and take care of all of my other stuff there as well....mostly. This has been going on for several years. There is NOTHING good in the mail. It's either a bill, insurance crap, junk mail, or some other thing that is labeled for my dead stepfather. Mostly it's bills and insurance paperwork. Insurance paperwork from the many years of surgical crap I had to deal with. Is this logical? Of course not.